Thursday, February 28, 2008

Masks.


Same phones! indeed best friends! (:


Thats charmaine shamei with her loooooooooong looooooong hair! It actually looks even look even longer when she lets it down! Lol. Miss her alot alot alot, i miss the times with you too.. :( Last year is still ... a better one. T.T okay, no point saying that anymore, should look forward to the future..


Jw and serli.


Today is a bad day. Pretty upset in the morning. sor zai, i think i should put the same msg as you too, and i think we are somehow feeling the same? lol. thats a bad thing. And it really makes pple feel so horrible inside.This change sucks so much!!!


Went to pres today. Played with yuying and we lost :(

TO ***,
Im sorry.
I know youre feeling left out. And there's like no one really to share your feelings cause maybe, youre just so sick of pple talking to you just for the sake, but they dun really give a damn about it. Although we long drifted apart, but i guess, we still share the same wishes right? I should have asked you why are you slowly drifting further away from us, be more understanding and thought about your feelings. But i didnt. Why am i so retarded and bad. Im sorry. Well, actions speak louder than words. Lets start from here. ((:
selfish pple, who only thought about themselves and forget about others


Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Fever kills!!! My nails turned purple today lol

Monday, February 25, 2008

i miss you meen.

One of the amazing thing that happened was, MEEN FINALLY CAME ONLINE!!!I was like STUNNED?! I really miss her so much, i was really really really damn damn damn happy when i saw her online!!! ((:
Seeing her on webcam made me realise she's really so far away.. And we're not going thailand this year, which makes it a even sadder thing. I really miss the festival night. so much. So funny, during that time, i didnt really really treasure the times ya what a dumb ass i was. And when its time to leave then i realise, its way too late chances come and go.
When will i see you again huh!!!!!


Meen! Heh heh she's wearing the shirt i gave her, beams beams beams ((:
The problem with distance sucks


I hate you flu!


i want to watch the 2FACES OF MY GIRLFRIEND! heh heh



they always say someday someday but seriously when will the someday come?

Saturday, February 23, 2008

already lost hope in you

i guess i will never forget what you said, how you smashed the wall, how you screamed. you made me really very very upset. i believe i dun deserve whatever you said. Those words they are indeed so amazing i cant believe you said that out of your mouth. i didnt know you hate the 4 of us so much what to say? we are still a family still, youre still my brother. i remembered talking nicely to you about how i felt and i will nv forget your reactions. its really so.. upsetting. you thought we are wrong, you thought we do you wrong, you thought we treat you like shit but the fact is mdm tan and mr teo did so much things for you its just that you didnt see it? and you just take your conclusions for real. wake up? you didnt see the tears and how disappointed they are you know. think, wont you? SERIOUS YOU DUNNO ANYTHING AT ALL. you cant see the things mum and dad did isit? we all dont eat glass grow up one you know. cant you spare a thought for us? we are really sick and tired of always giving in to you. cant you see? wont you understand?! forget it. no point continuing.

Friday, February 22, 2008

So upset by your words it do hurt.
Do you have to say it that way?
Sigh.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Too innocent?


Maths is hard and humanities KILL! And im a double humanities student, zzzzzzzzz. Jay chou is really cute in kungfu dunk, lol. Especially his hairstyle! LOL. AND HOOOOOOODIES ROCKKKKKKKKK!! Red hoodies make my heart melts! Hahaha~ :D :D :D i miss my butter!!


Fang Li Zai~~~~~~~ :D


Goldfish ((:


Something's so extra there... -.-


Hk pictures from some websites.

Doesnt this look like sg mrt stations?!?! LOL.


Spot the place.



They don't understand, they don't bother, they don't listen, they don't care, they don't know. It's really pointless saying.
and i hate the word childish.


i miss you really really sodamnmuch.

Friday, February 15, 2008

Valentine's day was nice ((: Thanks all those who gave me presents, super love them :D Especially Huixin! She actually sewed each hp pouch with the team's names! Super sweeeeeet. And Kokyong actually lost the rosecher! :( Zzzzzzzzz. The flowers were so beautiful! Ahhhh nehmind i got a free meal from him still :D S2CJKY is still lovelovelove la ((=

Went to CCK for prize ceremony today. Last year with the sec4 batch alr! Gonna miss them really damn hell bad la! :(
And to jw and mf! I really really didn't mean anything. Serious. Yes, i said the size was really bigger than what i expected but i really didnt even blame you all. I was like thinking why am i so dumb to choose so big. Im sorry about it. But really thanks for being so frank (: (not being sarcastic or what, i love my goldfish and mee fen alot :D ) Then after that went to Mc with mf and jw. Laughed and chit-chatted alot. AND CHAN MEIFEN! YOU MUST BELIEVE IN NEXT YEAR OK! We can do it one!! =D

Sometimes its really amazing how fate can turn the world in circles, lol.



Hehe, this was the present i gave to my wife, pauline ah bim!


Still, you. (:

Monday, February 11, 2008

CNY was alright. Spent all the holidays in Malaysia, lol~
Catch up alot with relatives :D Laughed alot, ate alot, thought alot too (:


Cousin Ah Bee :D



Thats ah bee trying to be a trishaw woman? Lol.


Chupei! :D Very pretty girl!




:D lovelovelove.


Future yan dao kia :D








Woooooooo this is my dearest brother :D


Kukup~

Its really souring to see tears on festivals..


Monday,
School was really boring and my flu was really killing me! Ahhhhhhhh. Went for art class and like wth im not able to take part in the design icon thingo cus of matches.. :(


After looking at the thailand pictures, i really miss Meen..


:(



It's cold there and you're just like the damn weather.


Thursday, February 07, 2008

Happy new year!!! :D

Just a post before i leave for Malaysia!
Wooooo just the thought of seeing my relatives makes me excited! :D :D :D

Pic pic pic! :D






Joey :D i miss her!




Goldfish!

Reunion dinner!



:D :D :D :D :D


And i realise,
sometimes,
people who are so extraordinary can be so ordinary,
but pple who are so ordinary can be just so special sometimes... ((:



Sunday, February 03, 2008

Sentosa work..

Went to Sentosa with Charmaine today to work. Beach show? hahaha. There's alot of volleyball pple there, some really look familiar! hahaha. Ahhhhhhhhhh still saw someone so unexpected there like omg. HOW SMALL SINGAPORE CAN GET. Then why the world so big! -.-

Then after we found uncle Ryan, we went to push the goods on the push carts, damn hilarious! LOL we couldn't get the carts going and lol uncle Ryan damn cute! :D
And finally after setting up the stall and blahblahblah me and charmaine started walking around trying to promote something which i also dunno. And LOL Charmaine very popular hahahaha!

As we were walking around we saw some familiar faces then we started to sell them chocolates and tian ah Charmaine still went to tell one of the vb player im his DIE-HARD FAN so he will buy the chocolates from us -_-" Nehmind, lol. In the end we didnt sell it due to lack of change! -.- and wth my real idol there was really ... zhuai. Charmaine nearly exploded LOL! Hmmm. I still prefer the dog show at Expo, at least there's cute and lovely dogs there to make me smile :D

The great thing that happened was A BIG BIG HEAVY RAIN fall on Sentosa and yahoooooo we get to leave earlier! :D The rain was really horrible man, me and Charmaine were like freezing! Then went to vivo and town then tata!
What a tiring day :|


lovelovelove.


Miss this girl's face on my blog? I miss her like crazy :D







UNCLE RYAN!!!! This super nice human! You know what?! Me and charmaine actually went there to work, then Ryan still say " you all want to rest longer also can" LOL. And when he saw me and Charmaine so sian sitting on the chairs, he actually said " dont so sian la, go walk around the beach la" lol. Super cute right! Hehehehe. He's super great can, he actually queued up to buy burgers for everyone under the mini rain for like 1+ hour! So actually today we slacked alot and Ryan still give us more pay when me and Charmaine did nothing much :D


:D



The art gallery at Vivo. I MISS ART! I WANT TO GO FOR MY ART LESSONS! :( and there's two drawings done by Huayi been put up there! woah. :D


Reunion dinner today! wooooooooohooooooooooo :D family is still the best :D

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Dog show at Expo!

Went to work with jw at the dog show last last sunday! Hmm. Me and jw wore the monkey shirt without knowing! Wooooo cool right, sisters mind! :D The dogs there were really very smarty pants! Can do very interesting stunts lol. Big big dogs are really cool! Damn tiring, stood for almost half a day. Burger king is super tasty that day, i remembered :D







I like the black one :D


She was trying to say that there's dustbins in both thailand, and singapore, lol!

wooooo finally a long day ended :D





THIS IS UNCLE RYAN!!!! He damn cute can! Although we didnt really talked muchhhhhh. But aiyoyo he is really very cute, LOL! Hope he will go beach show tmr! HAHAHA~ He dont eat beef :D


THIS IS LYNN!!! She super camera shy! Damn sad la, she wont be going for beach show tmr.. :( HAHA she's also very funny in some ways when i asked her some questions, LOL!



THIS IS COLIN!!! He's also very good, saw me and jw slacking and laughing like nobody's business also didnt scold us or say anything, still tell us to go eat lol! He really looks damn alike as ryan but not the uncle ryan, hahaha!


This is Jingwen before work.


This is Jingwen after work, lol.

Then the following sunday, we went to hillview again! But this time round is go dandan's house study! In the end..yeah we slack instead, lol.



These were the funny and ugly pictures on the bus with jingwen, LOL. We saw one clone of someone again and omg so funny lol


4! 4! 4! Woooohoooo there's alot of no. 4s in hillview but i only post 2 of it. si hao si hao si hao! Must exchange one of the no. 4 jersey with wife ah bim pauline! :D


Heart shape chilli sauce




Free periods are never boring cause me and stead will talk non-stop :D


Victor! He likes wuzhun too! heh heh :D


School is really tiring nowadays, especially when vb pple has to leave early for matches. And its really hard to catch up with the books. OH YA! THIS IS A MUST BLOG THING! Talking about matches, our last match with Bukit Panjang was really great. Although we didn't win, but we put in alot of effort! (: Throughout the match, i was holding and squeezing jingwen's kneeguard! Damn nervous! lol. Weiting jw and me were like screaming outside whenever we scored (: although we lost in the end but nehmind you all really played well!!!!! ((:

Hohoho! Lynn called me and told me that uncle Ryan and Colin will be going to the beach show too! Wooooo beach show! Can't wait, although me and Charmaine need to work there, lol :D


Post up next time, off to watch lover alex fang li zai movie!