Monday, March 31, 2008

The tossing of coins today were so accurate. Everything came out as the truth. And the questions got the real answer, although its a really upsetting one.
Everyone carries their own stories deep down inside them, it really really takes alot of time to really understand. Though she still talks to me, she still show the same smile, but it's just not the same as before anymore. I REALLY TRIED to get things better, but it just don't work. I just don't fucking fit, and just an extra maybe. I want to say, but everytime i just don't know how to speak. Cause maybe you're not even interested. Trust?
Those tears really showed out the feelings inside.

I REALLY HATE THIS
SO FUCKING UPSET
A new start?
So lost.
If, you can really look what's inside, your BKB.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

2 sides of matters.

Totally lost already. I really hope for something called appreciation and understanding.
What caused the change? I really hope i did the right thing.
Nothing there, anymore..it already vanished, long ago.

Positive attitude.

I WANT BOA'S NEWEST ALBUM!!!
I will work really hard to save up the money! Victor got his already! Super envy him~ :(
I seriously think this album is worthwhile so heh i will work hard to save save and save!!!
AJAH AJAH!

Last week's scoring~

#4!!! heheheh.


Huixin!






Yo goldfish steady!







Hoho a string of favourite numbers!
#4 is mine, #5 is huixin's, #9 is jingwen's, #13 is sophia's!


Then after scoring went to IMM to eat wan chai! The ice-kacang there is the best! Hahaha super love it, can fight with the hk ones alr! Wooo. Did alot of funny pictures and videos there, laughed and laughed and laughed :D




Funny pictures on the row! LOL. Too bad jingwen can't join us cause she's enjoying her pork cheese damn slowly LOL.


I like the lian ou soup.


Are we all in a dream?


Ok, back to real world




SEE! I told you, i love pictures with my MIKA!




Waiyahn!


We look so white and fair! Oh KOREANS! LOL!


They wanted to take a picture but they can't cause the bus was packed and i was stuck in the middle so hehe helped them to take this -_-


School school school~

I MISS THEM SO DAMN FREAKING MUCH!
S2CJKY!!! Although this mine picture didn't have all the faces.


Kahyee! heh heh. Was taking a shamei horror movie in the toilet, damn lame lol.


Ah kok! Miss this ass so much! Woooo finally he's back from camp on monday.






Every time of this year, he will go round asking for donations -.-




Goldfish, gulp gulp!


During training with jessicaaaa, butty! Check out our faces!


Went out with fish last night, and again a fun night! She was really pretty! Haha. Upload the pictures next time. Then chiong back home to celebrate xuan's birthday. Anyway, happy birthday px! Hope you will last long long with ah teowzzzz! ((:

Off to watch HK dramas! Weeeee later going fish's house to watch hei tang ma qi duo, WANG ZI~~~ LOL!


So long since the bad last time..
seeyou. I miss that alot.
But the funny thing is, SO WHAT? I DUN GIVE A DAMN.
I say, it somehow disappeared.
Good thing? Doubt so.
What's there to look forward to when everything is just as light as air?
How to rewind? How to find all those used to be?
One more day to April..
I really hope you will remember what you said.
It's gna be a really tough month for you!
AJAH AJAHHHHHHHHHHHH


:( :( :(

Friday, March 28, 2008

Never stop chasing my dreams.

PICTURES PICTURES YOYOYO!






Jw, goldfish! :) had fun with her that night weeeee.

Went to Daiso, one of my favourite store ok! Heh heh :D











On the way back~







Laughters.


Scoring!

Guess which one is kohser and me! Haha





Love pictures with kohkoh! Cause we two won't mind doing FFs, and we will laugh like some kind of lame asses after that! MIKAAAA!!!!! :D hahahaha!


Big head doll doll :D


Coach's car, lol.


Still coach's car, thats jingwen and kohkoh! LOL.


Look at that super cool ball


KOHKOH SO HARDWORKING! LOL!
Hmmm. Isn't that hx's books? LOL!


I know VERY well what exactly i'm doing, what i'm saying out of my mouth. And i'm sure, it is not crap or senseless stuff. You didn't see ALL the things, so do reflect and change the way you look at things. Some things are more than what you see. I'm so sure i know much more better that you. And its just that you don't know me well. I won't change, or listen to what you say. I know myself well enough. Its just that, we don't carry the same feelings and points of view. Don't blame it. Its mean. Damn hurt and disappointed.


Forget it, shouldn't be brooding over it. There's so much more in life ya? :D
AND HEY! I STILL WANT TO GO HONGKONG!
My enthusiasm didn't go down still :D
Counting down and it will come one moment one day!
POSITIVE POSITIVE!!


And charmaine ong! I miss you la! Feel like its soooooo long since we really really talk! Haha, really hope to meet up on sunday! SN OBASAN!