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I used to react totally normally to it
but now I mind

sometimes you don't know why things happen, why it got into this state
I'm mostly like that but now I figure it out, yes.

though things seem far away

I guess
it's really time I sit down and study.
For the sake of my future dreams myself my bro my dad.

Thinking of how I used to be in volleyball team seems so long ago suddenly..
I'm afraid I will forget how I went through the hardships, endurance, determination, support, mixed feelings of anxiety, happiness, sadness, disappointment, feeling hopeless, and how my team-mates impacted me, how my coach cares without asking much back, how I used to scream and cried cause of volleyball, all the moments and memories I spent with my team and coaches.

Hearing a gathering on next thursday, I thought alot and I'm feeling kinda scared I will forget all, or maybe just having a slight memory of what I used to go through cause hyvb's such a memorable chapter in my book I want to remember for life.

Now I understand why my seniors always say, "treasure the times you have for trainings and with the team, cause you will miss it badly when you step down"

I love you dad

My Girl & I



It was a really sad ending, I didn't cry but this story has been spinning in my head since I watch it

Somethings, simple sweet, if the feelings at the moment could last forever


SongHyeKyo is so pretty!!
Me and my bro were like praising her and she is the kind of korean beauty, the x-factor






Haha and the main actor is cute in his own way






Well there's something alike in some korean love movies, and that's you can roughly predict what's going to happen next. Haha but dunno why I would watch it even if it's takes up my beauty sleep, haha!

feel like shutting down
leave me alone

Stuck

Results were bad.

Although I did so badly for maths, I was actually feeling more upset towards my humanities and chinese. I studied hard for the humanities, esp geography. And it just hurts to see how easy people can get better marks.

I was so disgusted in my chinese results I don't even feel like looking at my compo.
Sighs.

Off to watch ' My Girl & I'


When did things turn out so confusing?

It feels sad just by looking at you far away

Surprise visit

It's been a really long time since I woke up at 730am in the morning for somekind of outing and I did it today with my mum. We went to amk then tampiness.. I was tired but it was kinda fruitful cause its rare me and my mum could solo tgt aha (^o^)

Then met cons and HAHA we made a surprise visit to Twiggy's house and I could still remember vividly how me and cons laughed when Twig opened the door for us, her facial expressions, her actions, her delibrate hair! Me and cons were so concentrated on laughing real hard lol lol LOL!! I guess she can't believe we turned up so suddenly?! Haha so as usual Twiggy cooked us her very famous unique marvelous spicy curry maggie for us and thats when cons' lips turn swollen and I was so touched by Twig that tears brimmed in my eyes when I drank the super gassy Pepsi hahahaa! ^^

thats taken in our fav family story Daiso lol



In twiggy's bed












our star of the day HAHA









sarang





very beautiful right!! Haha ahem done by twiggy clapclap*
Korea (:

Ah I hope there will more outings with twig cons and hy cause our combination together is hilarious lol!

O'LEVEL CHINESE IS SO NEAR ALREADY!! :O And I guess I will get all my motivation back when I receive my result :(

Dark rings

YAY finally MYE is over and I can have my beauty sleep back! (^o^)
And I have a sudden outbreak of 9 pimples! T_T
must be because of exams yes yes..

AND OMG GUESS WHAT YESTERDAY NIGHT I WAS JUST RANDOMLY PRESSING THE CHANNELS AND I FOUND OUT I HAVE KBS WORLD?!?!?! AHA I WAS SO SURPRISED!
KBS is a korean channel in Korea and now I love watching tv even more lol

So just now I was spending time with Hy taking quizzes on the phone, and you know one of the quiz says I'm an arrogant and snobbish person and Hy is a gentleman-kind person?! Lol big contrast man! I can't believe that I got that result -.-! That left me pondering about it though. But what qualities do I have to be arrogant about? Lol
Then she took a 76 questions quiz for me and after we finished it then she realised she wasn't logged in! Haha and I actually used quite a number of brain cells for that 76 quiz cause Hy told me its more accurate than average quizzes. -.-!

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Work hard for what you want
Work hard for what I want
Dreams goals aims passion

so insulted.

I watched Boys Over Flowers yesterday and it was good.
I WANT TO GO SOUTH KOREA AH

And my main computer actually release abit of smoke when I on it. Scary. And now it can't be turn on and my 1000 pics of tohoshinki are all inside. :(

Argh feel so offended by what they said about me, when they don't even know what am I thinking.

Study Geog

I woke up at 12pm today and till now I only managed to study 1 chapter of geog. Zzz nods head. Anyway Jingwen came over today, and she promised me to study but in the end she used the laptop for the whole afternoon!! How dare she.. But at least she wrote one paragraph of tropical rainforest la HAHA ^^


This was taken on Jingwen's birthday

Halfway through our slacking hard-core studying,
we did these :D




AHA NOT ME.. MAYBE




Hee the arms ^^







Okay so I must study the entire weather and climate topics by today yes!!

I think I



I used to get motivated by many things, but this mid-year, I don't even feel like studying. I used to drink coffee and stayed up till real late at night, but now it seems like I can't even go past 1am. And this is a really important year! Zzz anyway I screwed up my SS paper without feeling really that sad. OH WHY DID I BECOME LIKE THIS

Dreams..
How far, how near,
how much you want it lies in yourself and the very first step is the Olevels

My whole family is going Malaysia and I'm alone until sunday! Guess this 3days are really for hardcore studying and I MUST REALLY DO IT!

And I still can't get over the fact that I lost my handphone. I didn't keep brooding over it, but when I switch on my computer and looked at my half-full folders, I realise so many things are lost.

When I stepped into the kitchen and asked mom when she's heading to m'sia and she said,' actually is today go one but aiya just be with you for a longer time.'
(:

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