Because many days have passed, meaning the release of results is nearer, I'm afraid.
No confidence in many of the answers being submitted.
I need to be mentally prepared.






It felt long, just 5 days before I last talked with Yl.


People feel happy, when they are really themselves, not being insecure to be judged by whatever they do or say. Being with people who knows who they really are, accept them and understand them. They could never be more real. They say what they like. They make ugly faces just for fun. They sing and dance when they like it. They laugh from the bottom of their hearts. They express and open up themselves naturally. They don't hide. Time passes so fast. For some moments, they could forget what's always on their minds. They feel happy.


I don't feel the same anymore.

Taking a risk


These days kind of passed fast. Met YongLi yesterday after work, it was funny!

So both of us were were ranting to each other about our work stuff, and Yl's one always so funny la. Then we went to Carl's Jr and I can't stop laughing about everything when I was ordering! Then the person actually asked Yl, 'Your sister?'

Imagine Yl's reaction.. Haha!

LOL although it wasn't a good thing, meaning I look older.. (okay it wasn't the first time), but it was so funny! But our dinner was sure sinful.. I should have know better that we would be very full. It's like.. half of my pay for that day was gone for dinner! Lol.

So a comfort for me and Yl.. 'Just take it as once in a long time'
HAHA!

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Pictures found in my phone taken quite sometime ago.. while we were all shopping for Prom. Lol.







That day was one to remember as well. I could remember the excitement and fun in the store. =)





Remember how this picture was taken? :)










I missed the thick ends of my hair. Lol.


Ah.. tired.
I want to listen to Carrie's newest album now..


Thinking through all these while, plans changed and maybe I was not suitable for what I always wanted. I regretted, for my badly done plans. But everything has passed now and I could only wait for time to come. Ah.. I hope for the best.

Sometimes, it can't be helped to dwell over somethings even at busy times. Meeting with C was good. I feel.. hopeful towards the future. Dreams, ambitions, plans. It really feel meaningful and just happy when you're doing something you really like. I want to achieve mine man.

But on the other hand, what is done about those dreams and ambitions?

It's the passion within and how badly you actually want it.
Building up, it is getting stronger.


Few years down the road, these things and one's mindset could change though, how predictable?






I'm finally bringing my spoiled computer down to fix tommorrow wohoo! ^^

Learn

The laptop's connection is really weak lately and Mum's urging me to get our computer down to Simlim to fix. The computer was spoiled for half a year or more than that I think. >_>

I hope things will go fine tommorrow. It seems stressful to me now. Ah why do I think so much and worry so much. Okay a right mindset is the first step.

Unconsciously recalling

Prom Night


Before I start.. I want to thank K that day for her make-up!
It was really very nice of her to help me and I really like it very much ^^

Everything was very rush when it was about to end, and I can't really recall much what really happened.. :( but still it's a night to remember for sure.



My team-mates. Thinking back, all of us really went through a lot together then,
I could still remember those times.. It wasn't easy but we still made it thru :)






HAHA YL YL YL
He's one of the few who really understands me well.
Well.. I'm really thankful. =)






RATNA KATIKA!



Ah it felt just warm with Constance before Prom Night, nubbie remember? :)



AHA MRS WONG!
She's a very unique person to me and one of the cutest as well hahaha.



SEEEE! HAHA



JJ!








He really pampers me like a brother man! Haha!
Umm.. thanks for everything too you know. :)



The best of the best.






Seriously I will miss talking to Jiaying la!






Victor looks real good that night! I really like his outfit and hairstyle hahaha



(:












the YYs haha :)


AH this is funny cause I didn't know Yihan was behind me and Justin lol!



AHA Chinyuan :) I can still remember his jokes lol!



Woohoo Charmaine Ong!!
Wa lucky she approach me for a photo or I wouldn't have taken even 1 photo with her man!
We need to catch up soon kkkk haha the crazy us






Ms Ong!






haha Shawn looks cute here



HAHA Kokyong! He's my hairstylist for that night haha!









HAHAHAHA! Taken by HY hor hahaha
This picture somehow reminds me of those match-making port-folios LOL

There're more photos in my cam, I guess I upload in the next entry :D

It was a great night.
But I didn't take photos with some people! T_T

How I wish I have a better memory, haha.



I will miss school very much.
It feels weird that we are all graduating of secondary school, that everyone will be moving on to another chapter. It still feels very sad though it's still possible to meet up with classmates or friends, but to be spending time together as a whole may not feels the same anymore.

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Sometimes it may be hard to connect to one another like how it used to be as we all changed, experience new things, adpating to new environment, meeting new people.. People whom you used to be close with, could became distant and awkard suddenly.


Actually. I'm scared of forgetting many things cause my memory is really bad.
I want to remember everything..
At the same time, I'm scared of being forgotten.
Not literally being forgotten as a person or by name, but another sense of being forgotten.

Things can get so depressing man.

4E2 '09 :)


I guess it's time for me to look for a job and re-make my lost ezlink card.

Jihu

With Feline :)

I got so much so much to blog about..
Prom night.. Chalet.. Graduation..
but the connection is so weak tonight and my dizziness isn't helping me any. T_T

It's such hollow and empty feeling.

I left earlier from chalet today cause my flu and cough were really killing me. And when me and ratna walked past the sea, I said something like,

'The sea looked extra beautiful today'

and she replied,

'It's because we're leaving.'

True. When I was at the train, I felt so regretful leaving the chalet earlier, and so upset over my weak immune system that I missed the previous night's water bombs activties with my classmates and mc donald with Vic and all during midnight. I was sleeping all along!!! :(

And the other previous day where I went off for tution's graduation dinner, I missed captain's ball games with them.

Captain's ball was always something we always play during PE lessons..

I will miss all of them so much.


Ahh..
Today's really a long day, with misfortune of me losing my stuff AGAIN.
My eyelids are really heavy now,
I'll blog tmr.

Scripts


Seems like all the music files in my MP3 are messed up and it can't be play properly :(
It can only function as a radioplayer now lol.
Ah.. my songs. ><


I like Marley&Me.

It always feel really warm when I talk to Yl one to one. How many people does make you feel extraordinary.. It was really long ago when we used to sit beside each other, and that he was always so right to know when Mrs Chia is going to ask us questions lol lol.
So much to spam later ^o^






Monday will be prom night already.
So fast

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I like this song

My MP3 is weird.

Just right after I put in my new songs, all the songs are gone and now when I reconnect it to the USB, all the songs are still there, but all disappeared when I disconnect it.

So now I have to wait for it to load and transfer. T_T
It's going to take so long!


Thinking about the time I have after O's..
how I wish I could go travelling!

Heh after studying Venice, it seems like a really different and interesting place for me and px told me yesterday that her sister actually went there before! (Wow..) And said that Venice was beautiful and different. Aw...

Then we talked alot about countries and I realise both of us have so much in common! We hope to go to Western countries, cause the different cultures and way of life. Px likes HK very much too, so I guess mostly is because she's a cantonese and of the hk dramas she watched since young. ( and of cause the culture of Hk haha~)

Well if I got the money.. Lol

Saturdays are always a hard day to concentrate on studies lol

Depart


O's coming to an end.. two more papers to go and it's done.

Some papers were badly done, disappointing. Today's geog paper was bad, I was stuck at some of the questions and I could not recall much, all I want was to sleep. So many marks gone :(

Hope my paper 2 will be better.. I really need it.
But at least now is less stressful, and I could sleep with lesser worries haha.

Some pics during the study week which seemed so long before lol.







So much time has passed.
And it seems like everything is slowly coming to an end.

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I have been anticipating this for so long!


Guess these 5 days would be used to make up for my badly done paper.
I hope my memory would not fail me.