Monday, August 31, 2009

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你们还好吗?

请你们一定要坚持。。

永远支持着你们的心不会变

真的好想念好想念你们

只要少了一个

东方神起就不会是完整的

因为只有你们五个才是最真的你们


Hwaiting
My wisdom tooth hurts so badly :(
My upper teeth got one, then my lower one has one too. AHHHH~
It was really painful for the entire day until I drank green tea and arrived at jw's house.
Hahahaha

Yesterday was a complete fun. It was Rt's birthday mini gathering and gosh we were so full after everything. It was really nice when we go over her house and started playing around hahaha hide and seek! And we got ourselves so wet in the end lol. Qs! Did we do enough workout today? 0.o kekeke

I really laughed out loud yesterday, I really felt happy, haha (:


Some pictures with ky and jw the other day.


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I like Katty Perry. HAHAHA

I think I ate too much cakes these 2 days thats why my teeth is so painful LOL


I WANT TO WATCH SHINING INHERITANCE
I DON'T WANT TO DO REVISION :(


You never once bother

Saturday, August 29, 2009

If I could





Cause I'm not you, I can't understand how you really feel inside.
Same goes for me, you can't understand how I feel cause you aren't me.

But I tried to understand you, put myself in your shoes in every situation.
Then I realise I'm really bad at this, cause others understand you so much better than I do.

I think I know why he did that, trying to isolate himself from the others.
The problem doesn't lie with any parties, but it's just that he feels tired being with people who don't understand him, he just want a break, some personal space for himself.

It's really like that sometimes.
It feels weird, expressing your thoughts to someone who don't really understand, but think he/she does. And sometimes some close friends can be like that. They thought they know you, but actually they do, but maybe a part of you only.

So in the end, it ended up everything being wrapped up.

Being labelled or pictured as this or that you know you aren't, that really feels sucky.

I admit I'm a sensitive person. I think alot about what people say, or rather people I care, though I don't show. And realise, maybe somethings they accidentally slip off their mouths as jokes, it's not really meant as a joke actually. Maybe it gets hurtful sometimes.

But by remembering and thinking alot, it's not called holding grudges.
It's just part of a character I guess?
I also hope I could use the memory space for that to rmb my science and math formulaes
Lol and cute memories worth remembering.

But nah, letting this kind of minor thing affects one's relationship with others is dumb.


I was really touched, when I realise my 24/7 bud is more biased towards me.
Really, I felt that maybe I'm needed and so.. safe suddenly.
It's like someone really cherishs you and not taking you for granted.

How many people in this world would treat you genuinely from their hearts?
Not having thoughts of hurting you, making use of you or lying to you
Always putting you before themselves always believing in you
And always be willing to give you the best even they're left with nothing in the end?

Well.. it's not even a bit of tough to count.

Haha I'm actually kinda blur, I can't find my directions at times.
But I'm glad I'm not so blur when it comes to things like that lol.

Sometimes it's really upsetting, when you really treat one person with your true heart but they misunderstand you, or taking everything that comes for granted.

Maybe I take things for granted at times, and for this I actually feel scared.


Haha I realise what I just typed was so topic-less! Haha emotions overload lol.

AH.. I'm looking forward to tmr!
A little warm gathering with JJ Qs Rt Hy Jw Mw.
I got so much to tell JJ hahaha








Haha such a cute picture to share. ^^
Oh and I saw Jason yesterday! Been so long since I last saw him.

Time to watch Shining Inheritance.
Sayo~



Love Drunk

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Whatever it takes


Wednesday was a loooong day for me. I spent the afternoon with jw and watched GossipGirl for almost the entire afternoon?! Lol.

I actually wanted to retake my chinese, but I don't know why I ended up unregistered, and then in the end I can't retake it. -.- Well I know my score isn't really bad, but it's just, I know I can get the result I want, thats why I want to do it again.

Oh and I ONLY DID 1 QUESTION FOR SECTION B PHYSICS!!!
DON'T ASK ME WHY I ONLY DID 1, I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING
10 marks gone. :(

Maybe I have exams anxiety.

Lol but I'm happy too, I did 2 questions for sectionB chem. Hahaha learning from your mistakes is more impt than brooding over it right hahaha




I read the news.

The lawsuit is really getting out of hand and I'm really afraid. I really can't imagine them disbanding, though I believe strongly that they will stay together as one.

It's unbelieveable sometimes. I really love them from the bottom of my heart. They made me changed so much on the inside. The thought of them going separate paths.. it can't be.They are so near to perfection to me.

I don't want to blog more about this entire issue. Depressing.

Yunho's upcoming drama!!
They have ventured so far, no more banju drama, but real drama series. (:


Actually I like him with this hairstyle more!





LOL OWNNN

I watched the teaser and aiyo so cute! Jaejoong's one is more of emotional, sentimental type but haha yunho's drama seems so funny and cute to me aiyo I want to watch!


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I went to some places today. Places which I'm supposed to be very used to. It's almost 4 years, like that. It was such a struggle then, getting over. I was so young then. Now looking back, I wonder where did all my courage come from. Haha.

Someday, we will grow up, taking individual paths. We start to do things on our own, and we don't depend on somethings as much as we used to do. Be it people, or anything.


I don't understand why are you behaving in this way.

I thought you know me, I thought you accept me the way I am, though you dislike the way I do things sometimes. I thought you believe in me.

Things happen for a reason
Have you ever wondered why is this happening?

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

She misses

Let me start with random things :

I like Adam Lambert. The second runner-up of American Idol. I know I'm slow I'm a lagger. Haha. But his performances were.. AWESOME.

I cut my 1/4 of my fringe into some retarded straight cut. Itchy hands but haha at least its isn't really so obvious. I want to cut hair again urghh

It's irritating, how much I study, I just seem to only rotating in circles, but not moving forward. friday is prelims. -.-



Eyebags are a hardworking student's trait. HAHAHA


Yl's headphones.
This time I took without his permission but he don't mind anymore lol



She's one of the biggest gifts

Then one of the days it's Vic's birthday! ^^





Could you read what is it? HAHA you're really smart if you can!



Shy darling

Oh and then tuesday it was study session at the library.
All featuring cons





















My weekends. Haha so I immediately told big fat to carry my backpack the minute he met us for dinner lol he was so surprised at how zi dong I was HAHA oi c'mon what are siblings for?! Then when I told him to take care of my bag so it would be safe, he's so kl he replied me saying, if anyone would want to steal my bag, they still got to make an extra effort to dump it away.
LOL the way he expressed it was really spastic la


Look at my half-dead baobao





At ah teowz's school studying or rather enjoying the breeze and pondering






Tution!


Adam Lambert's live performance No Boundaries.


It's really a great performance.
I was so amazed by his vocals and the emotions in him when he sings.


I'm too tired to elaborate on anything else.
I miss life.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Shining Inheritance


I'm in pretty high spirits after watching Shining Inheritance so here am I again haha. I kept telling myself I would wait for O's to be over then I shall indulge in watching this but its too long to wait! Well that explains the very high ratings in Korea.
Haha okay I promise next time I watch this, it will be after O's








Yes I know I watch many dramas be it Korea Japan Taiwan Hk but this drama left me a big impact like how Princess Hours did then lol. Okay maybe Princess Hours is more memorable for me hahaha but I can't wait to watch finish this man heh heh

Some interesting facts to share, you know what is the Japanese 'study hard don't fall asleep' method? Haha. Is that they actually use a headband or something to stick a scrubber (those you use to wash clothes I guess) over their forehead! So when you're going to put your head on the table, the pain will wake you up immediately. This is really extreme!

I shall stick to my all time-fav method which is coffee!

So many things I haven't do..
Study marathon tonight!!
A little while more


Hang on for a little more..
I can do this.


She changed her name in my phone to,
'AH BO'S FOREVER FAN'
HAHAHAHAHAHA right?! JINGWEN BAOBEI? ;P






2 more months, it will be Olevels and school life will end very soon.
Don't know when it started, I started to like school, even the daily routines became cute to me suddenly. Waking up at 630am every morning doesn't seem so depressing now. Even the most boring lesson, I'm not putting my head on the table anymore (well at least alot lesser).

My classmates, I realise it fast when one of them is absent, which I don't really do in the past. Haha this is really an improvement for me considering how much of a lagger I am lol.

Friday was fun, although the bonsai jokes are really so depressing, but I really feel like the old times, where me and Yongli talked so much together. Lol the INFPs really do clicked well, I'm referring to Hy and Yl. Cause they add on to each other's sentence so well huh!! LOL!

I like having them around. =)



WHY DIDN'T I HAVE THE PATIENCE TO LEAVE MY HAIR TO GROW LONGER?!
Haha thats Yoona from SNSD by the way and there's really cute pics of them in Reiting's blog heh heh


Chupei sent me this online:

Everything will be fine.

U-know say:不是我们说出口的不要相信


所以他们不会解散的


(:
I smiled immediately at the msg. Chupei had never think of them disbanding, cause she believes in them even the ugliest news come out, her heart never changes

Cause we like them so much, we believe in them completely,
so why are we even being paranoid at times like this?

The members were sure upset by what's going on
but still they continue to work hard, for the fans who love them

They're the best.



MY DBSK HAHAHAHA HWAITING!!!!


I went to 2uangels and saw this.
Thats why Jaejoong is so special to me ^^


"Words" - A letter Jaejoong wrote for the members.
"You are my tattoo" is a letter Jaejoong wrote for the members during their fourth album..


Note: This is not a new one but during the Mirotic Period. It has been rather low profile and was only released recently.

Jaejoong says:

To: Yoochun
Yoochun, you don't say much usually but writing this down using these kind of words make me a little embarrassed. I know you have been very tired recently, worried and forcing a smile out - I feel sorry. We are always together and the other members are unable to see your sadness but the hard words have to be said out. If you're tired, tell me, I will help you. I will also listen to all your troubles because I am always by your side. You can tell me anything and everything - the soul of my life. Yoochun, I love you.


To: Junsu
My cute Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK; Junsu, the sound of DBSK. Kim Junsu, hyung really thinks you're important, do you know? I have never forced you to do anything and you have always treatedd me seriously. Sorry, but I love you, my cute little brother, Junsu. Thank you, and sorry, as comapred to many others, hyung really understand your past, and wants to help you and that is why please continue working hard! I love you, Junsu!

To: Changmin
Our small and cute cat, we haven't been making you do the cooking recently, sorry. Because of you, we have almost become closer, frustrating. However, we totally understand it is due to your fatigue and your lost energy when you occasionally tease us and command us to do stuff. We are all almost crazy.. haha.. always with a good heart and full of innocence, Changmin. You must continue working hard next time. We are always protecting you, if you're tired, you must say it and we will help you. Forever the youngest, I love you.

To: Yunho
Jung yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho. Are you tired recently? My, Yun, Ho, the reason he became the leader is because he has to tolerate all the hardships. Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way. I want to help shoulder some burden but am always unable to.. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content in the letter? "Sleep earlier, if you don't sleep I will kill you.." Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you.

Source: [heyjj]
Translations: thesexy-orange@iscreamshinki.net
Shared by: iscreamshinki.net

The Yunho's part is really sweet.
It's really heart-warming to receive such letters from someone close to you,
at times you aren't really feeling happy.

Lucky, cause there's always a light before you
shining on you no matter what it takes


DongBangShinKi

Monday, August 03, 2009

No way


IT WAS SHOCKING.

I haven't been surfing k-pop websites recently, and the first thing I saw on allkpop today was rumors about Tohoshinki Dongbangshinki breaking up, news about Junsu, Micky and Jaejoong having lawsuit against SM.

The breaking up are just false rumours, phew. I was so freaking relieved that the rumours of them disbanding are fake.

It is scary, a 13 years contract, when they only earn abit out of the total profit. Plus the never ending work schedules and activities. And still they need to smile and sing in front of everyone like everything's fine. Who won't get tired?

And maybe, what the fans see, be it on TV, youtube, videos, shows, their performances, are only surfaces. What happens behind the scenes, we never know.

They won't break up. It's clear from their eyes that they truly love each of the members. They really want to be with each other, no more no less.

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Tons of revision yet to be done.. The medicine is making me so drowsy!
I have only around 2 more weeks to prelims?! =.=
2 more months to O's. ENDUREEEEEEEEE


I hope they are alright, really.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

I know this blog is so dry and boring
Haha I will upload the pics next time :D

It was really heart-warming to see Mum buying all the herbal herbs(?) and all the cooling tea after knowing I have sore throat, when I actually woke up giving her the cold shoulder.

Not a good week. Not much revision done too.

Lol ever heard of 'look at yourself before making negative comments on others'?
Some people don't really think before they speak, hence making a hurtful statement without knowing it. Funny is they think it's alright.

Heard of 'everyone is beautiful in their own ways'?
or 'No one is perfect'?
and 'everyone has their own feelings'?


I exceeded my duration of using com already!