Yessss mooncakes season!

I'm feeling sleepy..
but no way am I gonna miss wo cai today!! Haha
There's a special part on xiaojingteng. Guess Jingwen is anticipating it too!
:D

Train back

Something reminds me of shinki today..







If there's wasn't this lawsuit thing, will they still be performing everyday at Jap/Korea? Will all the k-pop websites be flooded with their news, pictures, videos? But when this lawsuit issue was exposed, it's worrying and shocking, about the hard times they went through, and the strong front they need to show to the public.

And recently, quite a number of their long ago pictures were exposed online..

I could still remember this so clearly haha
I rewatched it like 4times? Haha


They looked so young then..


Still remember Jae actually confessed that he and Yunho felt awkard after shooting this drama, hahaha!









It was this banju drama which made me start liking them.
Haha.. I could still remember how much I actually like them how much they mean to me
I really miss them so much

During this crucial time towards O's,
and I'm still thinking of my fav boy band.. haha.
Very bad.


This week was kind of a self-reflection week,
on my results, people, myself, past

Somehow I felt glad today though I got scolded, my facial expression showed I wasn't feeling alright about it, and Vic somehow comforted me with his singing of 'You are beautiful' without him realising it. Haha maybe he's just doing it randomly, but it was really something nice.


When teozhang came home today, he put 3 packets of tissue on the window panes, and when I asked him why, he said ' let this 3 packets of tissues be your motivation ', and I knew what he was going to say next, something which happened to made him sentimental today.

He bought the tissues from a auntie who can only see from one eye.
One who will value the one dollar more than alot of us.

When you think you're so unfortunate, think again.
Many of us is already so fortunate, having so many things that others couldn't have, but we complain, we blame, we wondered why things are being arranged in a way which make our life difficult.

Maybe we should try observing what's going on around us more
When we see someone physically less fortunate than us, we may sympathise, feel sorry for the person, but do we really take note? Do we really even try a bit of understanding what the person is going through and reflect on ourselves?

When we donate our money, have we think of things deeper and further, not just donating our money to the person, feeling sympathtic for him or her?

When we tear seeing people more unfortunate than us on tv, do we just tear and then forget within days?

Well, you may be thinking who will actually think so much over little things?

When my bro told me this, I thought through alot, and I look at myelf and the people around me, it feel so sour. Really.

I think I'm really bad at expressing my thoughts in english, haha.
But if you're good enough, you will know what I'm trying to say.
My bro and Hy, they are turning points

--

The very first things always leave a impact, be it good or bad.
Somehow I wish I could always remember.

This is us


Left with 1month to O's.. 1 MONTH!!!!

Just a month more.. and all of it will come to an end
I have all the time in the world to do whatever I want after that.
I MUST ENDURE~~~

I can't give up now, though I really don't know how to work on my Amaths
No more time to lose hope, there's only time left to work on what I can
I must reach my expectations!

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While I was waiting for the lift yesterday, I saw this little girl wearing kindergarten uniform crying, being scolded by her mother for being too talkative in class.

Then her brother asked their mother if he could get a drink from the provision shop and she actually rejected him in a pretty pissed tone at first, but in the end he still managed to get his drink. But as the girl cried more badly, her mother actually stopped scolding her and actually comforted her in a motherly way.

Then we entered the same lift and this is the best part man

The little brother turned to his sister and said something like this,
'Jiejie don't cry already ah, see I let you drink my drink okay?'

And its was really sweet. The little brother still wiped his sis's face and the look in his face was.. sincere. And he told his mother to help him open the drink so that his sister could drink it right away.


Long-winded story, lol
This is heart-warming to see, especially after a tiring day haha

I SLEPT SO MUCH TODAY ZZZ

My first time doing practical for a exam and it's really bad for me. I think I have exams anxiety, and I think it's because of the many mistakes I made during the previous papers, thats why.

I spend like 10mins reading the physics experiment and I still couldn't get the question! Chemistry was better but it was also bad. I redid the first step for 3times? And I made so much careless mistakes! AH then my graph and plotting are totally a goner and I got no time to do the last 2 pages of phy experiment.

Now I wonder if I could even pass my sci,
when I have tution to help me. T_T


Haha but I'm still in a pretty good mood when I should be busy reflecting about how pathetic I am. So I spend sometime watching youtube videos heh heh and it is good. I guess I should watch Shining Inheritance after my o's :D

The mvs of the drama is kinda cute and the songs are GREAT!
So check out the fabulous OST :
Click click








Oh and this is one of Lee Seung Gi's music videos which is kinda cute although it seems like a mini love movie. Mvs like these are longer to show a deeper and clear meaning of the song





Time is really running out, be it Olevels or the time left to spend with your friends and classmates. Somehow it really feels different after sec school, like we are all leaving our comfort zone and growing up slowly.

Things will change, people changes when they are put in a different environment, with different people, meeting new challenges and experiencing different things. But in life we learn as we go.

AHH there's no more time for me to lose hope but yes all I can do now is to give it my best shot. :)


Ya hoi ngor tor luek leng koi pin dou mo yong. Ya hoi ngor gor yen zao hoi gum..
Hou chun?

It's been long since I cleaned up my mailbox
Thanks mw for the long ago pics
I should check my mailbox more often next time

Open up


2hrs of warmheartalk and dinner
We were so hungry haha and yesterday was really gooooood :)





Kind is only another word to replace silly.
I could read it from their tone, their expressions.

I didn't know I'm actually so much more.. worse than I actually thought.

Do you know how much I hope I could be angry or piss or fed up with those things which happened?

I surfed facebook for the longest today I think. Haha.
Interesting.

when sorries don't work anymore

My original


Being greeted by Yl's eventful morning made a good start of the day, though it doesn't seem so to him hahaha. We started ranting to each other about our stories haha and he just makes me laugh all along. Lol. Lunch today was funny although I don't like my food. LOL




Long hair..
Actually I couldn't really remember how I used to look with longer hair, so I glanced through my pictures and.. maybe I really do miss longer hair.


I don't even know how to react man.
Be it I mind or I don't, I just let it be and such an impression is created.
nor hou gui.
zengman nor yew type cuo mo? haha. nor hou gua ju lei ah

Maybe it won't matter that much anymore


GREAT SONG











A delibrate bad picture taken by my brother lol

Some over-due pics





mw


QS~


HAHAHAHA AND OF CUS JJ :D


That was a big strawberry.


So fast and now is already September.
...
I'm wondering how am I going to catch up on Amaths. T_T

When everyone around you are so outstanding and excellent,
you can't fail.
Expectations. It does make one tired.


'we're sucha group of insecure human beings'

So convenient?


I screwed all my papers. And I really mean ALL.

It's so ridiculous how I make stupid retarded mistakes in my every paper except humanities.
Mistakes you won't expect anyone normal to commit.
It just proves how much common sense I have, ha.
I'm not lying, if you know what kind of mistakes I made, you will laugh hard. Even I think its hilarious. Sometimes I really wonder if I'm really dumb.
Depressing.

So I was thinking alot, maybe it's part of my character to make mistakes even in the simplest things, but no matter how hard I try not to make stupid and dumb mistakes, I ended up making worse ones. Sometimes I wonder if I'm still in this state when I enter adulthood, I don't think I could reach any of my targets or rather getting anything right and proper.

Maybe I'm not working hard enough.


It's really nice to have someone who's always true and constantly reminding me about what's REALLY happening, what's my priorities and what is a need and what is a want.

It's kinda true, when he told me I'm actually the one who need others by my side, not the others. Haha.

With Qs (:


WHAT THE... I JUST TYPE ONE WHOLE CHUNG OF WORDS ON VB AND ITS GONE DUE TO MY CONNECTION.. ZZZ