We go to school every day. We learn pointless things, but we are never taught how to love ourselves. We aren’t taught how to make moments last. But I think the most unfair thing, is that at the end of high school, we are tested on something that we were never taught. We have to stand in front of each other and say goodbye.

Ever experience a strong feeling of sadness when the person you missed so much waved goodbye and you realise you are alone standing there rooted to the floor with nothing but tears, you started wondering when will be the next time you guys can meet you wonder how long you have to wait

You started feeling hopeful and started smiling when you see them but deep down inside you are so sad because you know things are not the same anymore and you miss them so much there's nothing much to look forward everyday all you wanted is to be with them.

All the times spent together, you think about it almost every minute, you wanted it all back so badly

It's only the new year, but I'm counting down to Christmas

But the more you want time to pass quickly, the slower it passes.

It sucks to tell yourself everyday that tomorrow will be better. Doing that for 2 years?

The Best Boys

I showed Brother some videos of DongBangShinKi singing live, and I never expected him to say that Micky is very passionate when he sings, and saying Junsu is very talented!!

And the best was, he said they sang with their heart.

Imagine how happy I am, hearing another person recognizing my favourite boys' talents.

It has always been my dream to watch them sing live than anyone, any singers.

I want to watch Skins!

I think I didn't really buy much new clothes for the CNY! Is 'much' the right word? Hahaha. I need to improve on my english cause GP really seems scary!

Okay back on CNY.. its on Valentines Day! Okay thats random but hey thats cute! Anyway, I'm looking forward to CNY although I don't really have new clothes to buy, but the main point of CNY is to catch up with relatives and HAVE FUN right!

Its a new year, a great new beginning.

I don't know if I should type down what happened this week cause it is kind of personal, but to sum up school:

• I can't catch up with the Chemistry lectures, the lecturer is too fast! But arghhh thats like my favourite subject.
• There's still chinese lessons, I can still write chinese essays! YAY!
• I think Geog lectures are fun and the lecturer is really cute in her character.
• And of course NEW MEDIA ARTS!!!

I do sound positive and more cheerful right?

There's many other things which happened in school, but I think I'm stronger now. :) Thanks to those people who cared! I will work hard in IJ. :D

"You need to live up life and do crazy things. Otherwise, it’s just a bunch of Thursdays strung together."

-The Break Up

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I'll blog more later about this week!

So thankful I attended Wednesday chemistry lecture! Hahaha (:

I like the things that I like, but I love everything. There’s more choice in like, cause even the worst things have things to love in them."

Cassie Ainsworth

YAY F-I-N-A-L-L-Y GOING TO GYM WITH BRO TOMORROW! ^^

'Impossible' is one of the most disheartening word, ever.

Maybe, the most.

I miss Yl so much, I guess this is the first time I regretted so much for not studying hard enough to get into the same school as him. I really regretted.

School ends at 5:10 tmr. I seriously hate it.

Maybe I made the wrong choice in going to a JC, its like I don't even remember the passion I have for my dreams anymore. I really feel like giving up.

When the teacher at JJC told me that my appeal is almost impossible, I don't even feel like continuing anymore. I never felt so hopeless than ever.

Words are powerful things. Don't ever, ever say something that you don't mean. Don't make promises when you are not sure if you will fufill it. DON'T. EVER.





Sometimes, you just just wish that person would miss you back the way you miss them.

Fear

I don't know what to type down at this space. Now my back hurts so badly and I'm having gastric but I'm lazy to get dinner. Just as Hy says, I won't buy my dinner. Lol.

I don't know what to say about school. I hope the orientation on Monday will be good. It ends at 7, I think I would be drained out by the morning. I missed Mass Dance, which was kind of sad. Lol.

Ah.. I really don't look forward to school.

And I can't join volleyball because woodlands is so far and I will be so tired and wore out everyday. :(

And its just I realised how much I actually like volleyball.

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What a boring Saturday night.

Do you feel lonely?