Do you still remember?



training was bad today again.

Afraid.

Class outing at ECP.

Reach there only at ard 6.45? haha, all thanks to samuel toh! The rain was kinda a spoiler but still everything's alright. It's been soooo long since i cycled! Feels damn great :) Then went home with samuel. Coolness we walked ALOT to find the correct bus-stop! And we're really tired. Anyway! I feel that east side pple are civilized? It's like most of the pple will stand on the left side of the escalator, haha. Okay, maybe thats because of the peak hours.


This ass refused to take pics with me until the way home!








ah kok looks cute in the last pic




Then and now! Kokyong changed alot ya?




On the way back.


Baka serli i love cycling with you!


Thursday training.







kohser mika


Me and jingwen talked on the phone for 2 plus hours on the phone until 2 plus am.
You know it's really rare for her to call me! Anyway, thanks darling.
I guess i have lost my motivation towards vb already, just feel so shagged everytime after each trg. What sucks more is, i don't improve, instead i played like shit. I don't care who's reading this. I hate it when someone must always sub me cus my digging sucks. Sometimes i feel so hopeless by the sight of the kind of result i show. And it's been so long since i feel glad or fruitful after each training, slowly i lose the motivation of playing. I'm seriously disgusted by the results i show for every training. Even my juniors play better than me, imagine how pathetic i am. I really feel so dumb.
Although i know i will miss hyvb alot if i quit, but sigh its not physically tiring, but mentally.
Don't give up, this is your last year, my mirror says.


We're so fortunate, but we always fail to realise it.

Why am i such a pathetic shit.

wtf.


I kill you, stamina.




I don't want history to repeat itself.
No.



WHERE THE HELL IS THE PASSION AND MOTIVATION I USED TO HAVE?!?!?!
fuck la.



so ky is right afterall.
why am i so fucking pathetic in everything?!
advantage?
fuck shit.

I love staying up real late at night just watching tv.
And i won't feel tired at all!

Haha so ytd night was love ah!
I rewatched tvxq's concert and hoho it was so fun talking to lazyyy p. =D
Pleasant surprise!

And omg this holiday passed like so fast?!!
How i wish it can be longer ah zzz!
And this coming sunday will be the camp already, so fast!



I'm glad!
I see through everything. Some really unexpected true words, was really upset by it at first, but then i found out there's no point ah. People's hearts are hard to guess huh. Though its really so hateful but yeayea life's so much more.

Trust is the key to building relationships with people,
but youyouyou broke it.
indeed very disappointed.

but it doesn't matter now.

I'm bored!
And i guess this is the 1st time im doing quiz in this blog?!
HAHA!


1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
until things change?

2. What do you want to do now?
hmm watch the 2 videos hairy asked me to :D
(you know we two has the same interests :D and hairy! i miss you and consie!)

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
Erm.. probably be doing maths -.-

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
nope, hate is too much ah, maybe dislike?

5. Where do you wish to die?
i dont want to think about it! but i dont want a bloody one :/

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yeap i seen it with tharani in pri sch (doubt she even rmb! -.-)

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
turn time back.
and migrate to korea, i'm serious, ok this is impossible for NOW only :D

8. Is there something which you wished never happened? What is it?
erm.. there's quite alot, like tvxq is not coming to sg cus china is their last stop for their asia live tour :,(

9.Are you happy with your life now?
hmm.. whatever it is, it's more important to cherish the present.
although i miss the past, alot.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
so this says what if, meaning i can dream for 5secs ah!
i would want to get a same beanie with uknow first hahahaha and go eat spicy steamboat tgt wow wow wow im going too far out of my mind i know i know

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
eat eat eat and listen to tvxq's songs :D

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
i hate being emo and i guess the most scary one, is feeling alone and helpess?

13.If you will be separated from your loved one(s) for quite a period of time,what will be some things you want to tell them?
i will really miss you.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
gah. this is kinda tough. maybe seeing pple i miss ah

You got it all wrong.

But still i would say,

I'm sorry.

I guess, the best solution is to let nature take its course.

I won't say anything else of that particular issue anymore.

It's nobody's fault.
It's all time's doings.


From now onwards,
I'll stop trying.

And i mean it.


Don't worry.
i will be as normal,
and fine.


Somethings are meant not to be said, maybe.

Went down to Bishan yesterday with jw. Very boring trip WE say! We were kinda restless?!
Lol. And this ass say it will be very tough for me to pass dunno what dining etiquette!
Yes those who always eat with me will know it best ah!








Dan's polariod.


I want to watch it so badly!!!
Who can be a super big kind soul and get it for me?
:,(


Hairy says she will acc me to tvxq's concert or qian ming hui!
Even it's in malaysia!! If they're coming ah.
HAHA! You better don't forget ok!
I love hairy man, cus she listen to my grumbles about * and haha she calmed me down so much that day ahhhhh love you many many AND WHERE'S MY EGG TART YOU STUPID HAIRY!

Yes yes, you people must have think i'm so obsessed with them, or i'm so crazy.
But haha, you won't understand cause you are not me ah. (:
Because they are tvxq, and it's korea and they are so great and they just touches people's hearts with their hardwork, ok i don't want to continue or pple will start rolling eyes, oh.


Somehow, we always treat the good things in the past as golden age,
miss them and regret.
I looked back, old things are still better,
but no more byebye to the present ya?
(:



I'm super looking forward to later with ah teowz bro and px for fabulous dinner! :D

Finally I stop being lazy :D
Haha and so here are the pictures of Thailand and Malaysia.



So i actually sat almost the entire day on the bus to hatyai, although it's not the first time, but my butt really hurts! Haha but still the long bus ride was fun :D
I miss it alot!





Click's pictures!



:D yayness




With Chupei. I miss talking with her on the long bus ride about tvxq :(


Check out the super cool earring on haiyi! Haha JeJung's "zhao pai" earring! HAHA!

At hotel.







Trying to be like curry puff LOL




This is super lame, lol look at the 5 tigers and you see 2 hands?
HAHA~ Me and Chupei were so bored at the market, we tooked 5 tigers, trying to make out a tiger tvxq and HAHA the hand on the left=micky and hand on the right=u-know! LOL
Okay super lame hahaha

Then went down to genting, super boring there cause its already 4pm when we reach there and its raining, lol. Went to watch free magic show which was omg zzz then went to arcade and lol so funny in the hotel cant forget sia!







Ipoh.





The twist in those pictures comes with a funny story and lame reason, lol.



Fun, I say :D
It was so strange when i reach sg, lol.


Today's a very tedious day for me and jw.
And i really like that fox top! LOL.
Anyway thanks so much to my big zero(only she knows what it means!)
for accompany me to my seller's house! Although it's sucha boring day huh!
Love you miss tiam and smell! HAHA!
Will post up tmr.


And i really hate liars.

Bye.


I miss you wth