already lost hope in you

i guess i will never forget what you said, how you smashed the wall, how you screamed. you made me really very very upset. i believe i dun deserve whatever you said. Those words they are indeed so amazing i cant believe you said that out of your mouth. i didnt know you hate the 4 of us so much what to say? we are still a family still, youre still my brother. i remembered talking nicely to you about how i felt and i will nv forget your reactions. its really so.. upsetting. you thought we are wrong, you thought we do you wrong, you thought we treat you like shit but the fact is mdm tan and mr teo did so much things for you its just that you didnt see it? and you just take your conclusions for real. wake up? you didnt see the tears and how disappointed they are you know. think, wont you? SERIOUS YOU DUNNO ANYTHING AT ALL. you cant see the things mum and dad did isit? we all dont eat glass grow up one you know. cant you spare a thought for us? we are really sick and tired of always giving in to you. cant you see? wont you understand?! forget it. no point continuing.