I want true hearts.

I'm really so damn hurt.
So those things you said were true afterall.
Those 8sentences. I wont forget it for life.
Am I really nothing in your eyes? maybe it's pointless crying or trying to make things better, cause you don't seem to care, anymore. Am i really someone who is not even worth it? Why do you have to do this to me? Those days, those times, everything. Why didn't you tell me you're upset with my attitude? I want you to be frank with me, i don't care being upset and hurt. Those times, just gone and you forgot? I really cared alot you know. I know it's really not worth it. I don't want to see things get worse day by day and whatever i do don't seem to help the situation. But I really don't know what happened. I don't know how to make everything come back.. maybe whatever i say wont change a bit now but yes before that matter, i also felt very upset you know. I tried to talk to you but you don't even give a damn. You can't even see me yes? Did you even see what's behind the scenes? It really feel very bad to be scolded so badly by someone so closed to you. Did you even put yourself in my shoes and think about how i felt? What you said or rather the feelings in your heart really make me feel like a thousand bullshit.
I really dont want to accept those things you said. I really dont want. I know you doesn't mean it from your heart. I still want back what we used to be. I know it takes time. But are you willing to?