Found some pictures in my phone but most of them are with Janelle T_T
Totally moodless to do anything, but I'm bored -.-





Stitch is looking at me hohoho ^V^




while waiting at the hotel we spam pics with stitch :D


training and thats our OF official socks, BLUE!


thats kohser's twin sister :D


this is so sweet, I want too.



My room-mate, thanks for taking care of me for the 8days!
I know I'm a boring room-mate, haha!


while waiting for the bus to go shopping
spot our coach :D cute seh


the two 'beautiful teeth' beauty pageants LOL!


the queen of spastic!




bus in China, I still remember it was like an mini roller coaster ride


lucky I didnt went to stand with them, or my head will bleed due to the low ceiling haha!


Weiting! Her hair is the best man T_T


OFs, hiro and mika^^
omg we looked so burnt out!




muacks doraemon

I forgot which day we went this place to shopping and the name of the place,
but I remembered the 'zhen zhu nai cha' was great! Better than those milk tea in sg.
Oh and we brought alot of underwears too, some are to spite people hahaha!


the 'New Zealand Nature' ice-cream


Look at our faces and you know it's queen of spastic and me HAHAHA


wooo my big head rocks okay!
So cheongjingwen dont try to bully me with my head!


kawaii


and szeming was down with fever!


erm i forget where was this lol


Stitch's mother (maid) HAHAHAHA! =p


I really feel like cropping janelle's bigbig twist away!!
I really like this picture then the neh janelle stuck her hand inside the picture -.-!!!!!!!!!


Even I'm bored by this post lol

bomb.

I really feel like throwing all those rocks on my back, it's too heavy I was actually naive to thought I can go on I can I can but this is really too much I don't have a strong mentality.

I HATE THIS

sometimes i just want things to be simple, it dont have to be beautiful or perfect or good but just simple I hate it when things become so complicated that i feel so helpless.. really so helpless. This cannot that cannot, then what can I do?.. I really feel giving up. Here got problem, then another comes again, then another bad news comes up. I dont even dare to think about it sometimes the moment I close my eyes everything flashes back.
WHY WHY WHY MUST THINGS BE LIKE THAT WHY WHY WHY

there's no solution to all these either one will get hurt or rather all.

and what sucks more is it's true everything ended cause you are no longer the no.9 and when I read what you wrote I realise I am nothing compared to you the words you typed, you said you feel like giving up, you said you are tired, you said you have lost your passion, but still you carried on. I want to be like you. But this time, I really can't do it anymore
Nothing will come back anymore cause you have long ago moved on, you won't treat me like you used to anymore. Things change but why this?

Being looked down, is the LAST THING you ever want.

and then, I'm the one being looked down.

Everything changed or rather ended cause you're different now, way too different
I dont want to accept this I really dont want

I just want to do the things I want to
I just want to make decisions for myself
cause I know myself deep well and I'm sure of my decisions

if it ever seem easy to you
you are so wrong
what can i do?..