If I could





Cause I'm not you, I can't understand how you really feel inside.
Same goes for me, you can't understand how I feel cause you aren't me.

But I tried to understand you, put myself in your shoes in every situation.
Then I realise I'm really bad at this, cause others understand you so much better than I do.

I think I know why he did that, trying to isolate himself from the others.
The problem doesn't lie with any parties, but it's just that he feels tired being with people who don't understand him, he just want a break, some personal space for himself.

It's really like that sometimes.
It feels weird, expressing your thoughts to someone who don't really understand, but think he/she does. And sometimes some close friends can be like that. They thought they know you, but actually they do, but maybe a part of you only.

So in the end, it ended up everything being wrapped up.

Being labelled or pictured as this or that you know you aren't, that really feels sucky.

I admit I'm a sensitive person. I think alot about what people say, or rather people I care, though I don't show. And realise, maybe somethings they accidentally slip off their mouths as jokes, it's not really meant as a joke actually. Maybe it gets hurtful sometimes.

But by remembering and thinking alot, it's not called holding grudges.
It's just part of a character I guess?
I also hope I could use the memory space for that to rmb my science and math formulaes
Lol and cute memories worth remembering.

But nah, letting this kind of minor thing affects one's relationship with others is dumb.


I was really touched, when I realise my 24/7 bud is more biased towards me.
Really, I felt that maybe I'm needed and so.. safe suddenly.
It's like someone really cherishs you and not taking you for granted.

How many people in this world would treat you genuinely from their hearts?
Not having thoughts of hurting you, making use of you or lying to you
Always putting you before themselves always believing in you
And always be willing to give you the best even they're left with nothing in the end?

Well.. it's not even a bit of tough to count.

Haha I'm actually kinda blur, I can't find my directions at times.
But I'm glad I'm not so blur when it comes to things like that lol.

Sometimes it's really upsetting, when you really treat one person with your true heart but they misunderstand you, or taking everything that comes for granted.

Maybe I take things for granted at times, and for this I actually feel scared.


Haha I realise what I just typed was so topic-less! Haha emotions overload lol.

AH.. I'm looking forward to tmr!
A little warm gathering with JJ Qs Rt Hy Jw Mw.
I got so much to tell JJ hahaha

Haha such a cute picture to share. ^^
Oh and I saw Jason yesterday! Been so long since I last saw him.

Time to watch Shining Inheritance.
Sayo~

Love Drunk