Train back

Something reminds me of shinki today..







If there's wasn't this lawsuit thing, will they still be performing everyday at Jap/Korea? Will all the k-pop websites be flooded with their news, pictures, videos? But when this lawsuit issue was exposed, it's worrying and shocking, about the hard times they went through, and the strong front they need to show to the public.

And recently, quite a number of their long ago pictures were exposed online..

I could still remember this so clearly haha
I rewatched it like 4times? Haha


They looked so young then..


Still remember Jae actually confessed that he and Yunho felt awkard after shooting this drama, hahaha!









It was this banju drama which made me start liking them.
Haha.. I could still remember how much I actually like them how much they mean to me
I really miss them so much

During this crucial time towards O's,
and I'm still thinking of my fav boy band.. haha.
Very bad.


This week was kind of a self-reflection week,
on my results, people, myself, past

Somehow I felt glad today though I got scolded, my facial expression showed I wasn't feeling alright about it, and Vic somehow comforted me with his singing of 'You are beautiful' without him realising it. Haha maybe he's just doing it randomly, but it was really something nice.


When teozhang came home today, he put 3 packets of tissue on the window panes, and when I asked him why, he said ' let this 3 packets of tissues be your motivation ', and I knew what he was going to say next, something which happened to made him sentimental today.

He bought the tissues from a auntie who can only see from one eye.
One who will value the one dollar more than alot of us.

When you think you're so unfortunate, think again.
Many of us is already so fortunate, having so many things that others couldn't have, but we complain, we blame, we wondered why things are being arranged in a way which make our life difficult.

Maybe we should try observing what's going on around us more
When we see someone physically less fortunate than us, we may sympathise, feel sorry for the person, but do we really take note? Do we really even try a bit of understanding what the person is going through and reflect on ourselves?

When we donate our money, have we think of things deeper and further, not just donating our money to the person, feeling sympathtic for him or her?

When we tear seeing people more unfortunate than us on tv, do we just tear and then forget within days?

Well, you may be thinking who will actually think so much over little things?

When my bro told me this, I thought through alot, and I look at myelf and the people around me, it feel so sour. Really.

I think I'm really bad at expressing my thoughts in english, haha.
But if you're good enough, you will know what I'm trying to say.
My bro and Hy, they are turning points

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The very first things always leave a impact, be it good or bad.
Somehow I wish I could always remember.