Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Friction

So before I start using the laptop, I was really in high spirits, but after I start surfing net and I got lazy to update. Haha.

It maybe kinda early to start thinking about all this now, but just yesterday I saw some notes on a university in Taiwan that Jm has been wanting to go. And I understand the feeling of wanting to go a place where you really really like and settle down. It hit me like a loud bang about what I'm going to do 4 years down the road. I don't want to say, 'let's see how it goes', 'see how lor'. I want to make it happen.

Korea. Just the thought of the language barrier and the objection within my family make everything impossible. It's hard to adapt to a new place and learn its culture, their way of life, and be comfortable with the life there. Maybe I will feel totally different and strange. But I'm really willing to try.

Sounds silly, I don't even know how to speak a proper sentence of Korean, but it's a deep feeling of how much I want to go there. :(

Okay some random pictures.




Me and cons went to eat this duck porridge which was childhood memories to me
and till now it still tastes good ;)

Some pictures at Jy's house, when I nearly did nothing for the project lol.
What can I do seriously?













This is a very satisfactory pictures of Hugo ^^

I want to watch TV badly. I can't stand sitting in front of my table and studying every night, which I only study a little cause most of the time I'm distracted. Actually there was a period of time when I really sat down to study. Ahhh~ so thats what it means to be 'burnt out'. -.-

Tmr's April's Fool. Wooo.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Little self-thoughts entry


asian fanatics

Seems like I've been using the laptop recently, that actually means I'm super lazy to get my computer fix. Haha super no mood. Bro says I'm lazy but want to surf net. Moodless or lazy or excuses? -.-

It really feels more complete having siblings, haha cause me and my bro can be super cheesy and childish in front of each other, totally normal. I guess if he's not my bro, he will be my bestfriend HAHA. He will be my best shopping partner (including constance a.k.a DAI) So recently I went spastic by singing any songs on my mind and you know he was really funny when he say the last thing I should do is sing. And he starts imidating my high pitch voice when I'm being gl. Damn hilarious. I really like things like this. simple sweet peaceful. Childhood (:

It was a really restless day today for me. I feel like an ass cause I can't help my group members much. It sucks when I actually need Hy to control my discipline. Says alot about my seriousness. And what sucks even more, is when I really want to help, I can't help much cause I don't have the ability to. Lol dumb right.

I guess i really have this problem of having serious moodswings problems. I'm very bad at controlling emotions. It's bad cause other people will be affected and I hate this. But some people only know how to look on the surface, they guess, they think, they assume, they infer but somehow they didn't get the main point.

Frankly, I feel sad when I see that.. because I'm really trying very hard.

Till sometimes
I don't know how to change how to stop making so many mistakes how to do things more sensibly how to make everything more complete


cause it's still hurtful in one way or another

Monday, March 16, 2009

Detroit Metal City

WOO CHECK THIS OUT.


Another image of L! Heard it's a comedy awww I MUST WATCH!


19 March.

YAY I'M FINALLY HERE TO UPDATE THIS DRY BLOG ^^
So after 2 hours+ of hardcore connection, all my pics are uploaded. -.-! Now my butt hurts from sitting for so long on a ... cheapskate chair.


Argh pimples

So today was a class-self study in the library which was kinda fun. I spend my last 1hours+ sitting beside Ms Lui, and now I have a much clearer concept on History. And she just smiled and laughed when I told her I don't remember what she taught us, lol. Cute right? ^^

Then I ate laksa for lunch which was super sinful. T_T




From yesterday

The 3 of us did baked maggie mee yesterday!
Hmmm, I guess it turned out fine? Haha!


Our production ^^


Okay so after million minutes, I finally got 1/3 of my Macau and China pictures! From last year. Hahaha. The below pictures are mostly on scenery, which I think it's kinda boring, cause the other more interesting pictures are with peixuan but she can't find her cable! :(

Actually I kinda forgot the details about the trip, let the pictures do the talking.


Look at the van! haha it's so small that it became so cute





Dry hair






My very cute aunts ^^




This place gives me abit feeling of Japan, lol


Trains


I like streets like this


Sky


I want my long fringe back :(




This is Zhuhai I think!






Next comes a group picture ;)


In Macau


Although Macau is small, I like the architecture there haha






Young group picture


Younger group picture, haha!


It's a beautiful place. But I forgot if it's Zhuhai or Guangzhou -.-










Siblings (;








Dad!






and we went up to sit this. Fun comes when we sat another one which is coming down. FAST! AND FUNNY HAHAHA! I CAN STILL REMEMBER LOL


twist by my uncle!



damn cute ^^

Credits: as tagged + mel @OneTVXQ! + tvxqfever @blogspot.com


damn cute too ^^

Credits: BO raper 27 + Joomi@TPF/TVXQPERU


FINALLY ALL DONE!
I'm super duper tired yawnzz goodnight