I feel so dumb.. so careless.. so muddle-headed again after talking with JW.Another long and heartfelt talk. I'm scared that coaches are going to worry for me about the latest dumb thing I did. They will start off as being shock, laugh, shakes head, wonder what am I thinking, worry, get tense, then think of ways to help. (Well I hope there ain't a need to resort to the last step..)
Because during times like this, no matter how long the gap is widened, it's amazing how they still continue to care from the heart. So I don't care to be portrayed as someone who is gullible, blur, someone who gives silly answers in their eyes, cause it's one of the luckiest things to know them. :)



阿雯,28. 坦白.. says:
love seems too shallow to describe your feeling towards me alr.