'Impossible' is one of the most disheartening word, ever.

Maybe, the most.

I miss Yl so much, I guess this is the first time I regretted so much for not studying hard enough to get into the same school as him. I really regretted.

School ends at 5:10 tmr. I seriously hate it.

Maybe I made the wrong choice in going to a JC, its like I don't even remember the passion I have for my dreams anymore. I really feel like giving up.

When the teacher at JJC told me that my appeal is almost impossible, I don't even feel like continuing anymore. I never felt so hopeless than ever.