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What can I say? Wanting to meet you can be something you don't really feel like doing. You spent time with others. I don't know how I feel.

School is starting tomorrow. I don't want to go. I don't want. I don't know why I feel so uncomfortable, uneasy, scared and weird about school either. Maybe I just suck at adapting with a mindset of only the past.

The thought of lectures, tutorial, the canteen, people.. I don't know, I just feel scared.